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The tutoring or rehearsal was over and Eli got up, tossing his backpack over his shoulder. And then he was there, some dude walked right in front of him, wrapping his arm around Eli’s waist. Dude out his finger on Eli’s mouth, pulling Eli closer with his hand. “No more studying  you promised this evening to me.” guy said with pleading voice. Even if Eli looked a bit annoyed he smirked and nodded. “Yeah, after hard work, I need some time off.” he continued and winking his eye to the guy. 

The guy was smiling like a small sun and he out his hand on Eli shoulder kinda protectively, like Eli would need a protection from others. I squeezed my hands together, feeling jealousy rushing in my veins. That dude from nowhere would be enjoying Eli’s company tonight. I grind my teeth together, bite my lip and tried to sooth down. The only thing that comforted me at this moment of despair, was that the dude would be gone tomorrow, since Eli wouldn’t date anybody more than a day.


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stupid tumblr postin’ my queue in a wrong order, bleh

Posted the right part just a minute ago….


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I lurked behind the bush and tried to stay calm. Eli, Eli was the reason, why the knees of my jeans were moist and dirty. I was stalking him, I was ashamed to admit that to myself that I was stalking him, but I couldn’t help my self, I wanted to know what he did after classes. I used every reason to see him. 

Eli was studying with the lady that appeared to be his teacher. How did he managed to get a teacher to tutor him after classes? Usually they were busy and extra tutoring classes were very rare. An there he still sat, reading some play with his teacher. Eli was grumpy and not very friendly at most times, but he sure knew his ways to lure people to do as he wanted. 


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